Thank you…
When I asked for more of you…this is not what I had in mind. I expected feelings of excitement and zeal instead I am receiving messages of convictions and repentance. I wanted fire but instead a burdened heart. I wanted unity but instead I find division. I wanted more passion to reach lost instead a passion for the state of a complacent church. I expected enthusiasm and joy but am angry, weary, and sorrowful. I expected more drive for the lost instead leading to go against the grain. You continually push me out of my comfort zones and show me how to be dependant on You, I expected your love to grow within me and it has more than I could have ever imagined. I find refreshment in your Word and comfort in your presence. My prayer is to stop analyzing and just listen and obey. To acknowledge and walk in your presence all day everyday!
